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Better In Time
July 20, 2009 @ 1:29 AM
A troubled soul..Choking on her dreams.. Listening to her cries.. And all her silent screams.... Feeling so wretched and compelled.. Finding solace.. In personal deceptions.. Upon the brink... Of futile conceptions... Climbing walls of insanity.. Riding waves of despair.. Not wanting to hide.... But... She needs someone who she's able to share.... Holding back to her tears.. Loving him so dear.. Living for tomorrow.. Cherishing.. Appreciating yester-years.... Alas... Time will heal her broken pride.. Towards the sunrise... Her heart will glide.. newagedazri... Labels: Citations Gratitude
July 19, 2009 @ 12:37 AM
hmm..i promised my love to get her a bag for this month's pay.. therefore.. went out with best gurl-fren to look for her bag.. entered shops after shops.. seeked high and low for a suitable bag.. finally.. after an hour of searching.. settled for this limited edition Bonia bag thereafter.. headed for "neng nyno" session with the usuals.. the kupang-ens.. the two longans... their gurlfrens... the advisor and jumper... was craving for meat.. thus ordered this dish called "mussukkah" beef tenderloin served with gravy.. super nice.. delightfully gratifying.. and the after meal desert was splendid i must say.. heavenly mouthwatering.. after all the sheesha-ing.. sharing crappy jokes.. playing games.. headed for home... right at the doorstep.. handed mum her bag... her eyes began to sparkle as she opens the packaging.. the way she said "thank you" was heart warming.. with that bag.. it is the only way for me to show my immense appreciation and recognition towards her.. furthermore.. all this while she has been tolerating my nonsense... i have been a mischievous boy.. yet she still loves me... so mum.. here i am on my knees.. "ibu...i love you" till then.. with much love.. newagedazri... Labels: L.I.F.E Bereavement
July 15, 2009 @ 10:26 PM
hmm..this may be odd.. but i really need to blog today.. the past two days have been really a killer.. i mean personal training and diet have stepped up.. trainings are now more heart thumping.. the diet program is more stricter now.. i am only taking in just enough calories for me to survive the training... i guess.. the quote "sweat till you drop".. is kinda true for me right now.. i mean.. each time when i run.. i could feel as though death was near me.. an inch or two maybe.. irregular breathing patterns.. inconsistent heartbeat... just moments ago.. at a major road junction.. on my way home from a killer workout.. i didn't know i was crossing the road.. till a kind samaritan pulled me away.. till now i am unsure what was into me.. daydreaming?? crossing a road without even looking out for the oncoming traffic.. if not.. someone else.. other than me.. would be blogging about me dying in a quite "tragic" way.. God... WHAT WAS INTO ME... am i going too hard on myself.. i am starting to focus for my upcoming competition already.. a major one.. SEA GAMES i should say.. but... my physical and mental state is deteriorating.. i really crave to compete in the upcoming sea games.. i really aspire to perform up to my personal best for it.. so that.. even if i lose.. i would walk out the ring with my chin up.. FUCK... i want this so much... i want SEA GAMES to "happen" for me.. my urge.. desire... is burning.. i am in a state of confusion.. agitation.. should i go easy on myself.. hmm... i dare say this.. it all boils down to me.. it is my race... it is me against myself.. it is me against my choice.. it is me against the world.... till then.. newagedazri... Labels: L.I.F.E Superstar
July 05, 2009 @ 11:31 PM
ermmm...here we go.. weekends was a blast... first.. party with my homies... at --- ... we sure partied like a rockstar asswipes!... grooving with the party people.. moving according to the beat.. bringing the roof to the ground on the dance floor.. i just wished that the night would never end.. but... too bad.. it ended.. next.. lived the life of a celebrity.... performed twice in a day.. at two separate locations.. the applause given.. all that rushing and changing of clothes.. made me feel like a true superstar.. hmmm... after all that partying and performing... needed some retail therapy.. thus.. headed to town with "kupang-engs" to get stuffs.. their presence made the therapy session even better... hahahahah... till then... with much happiness.. newagedazri... Labels: L.I.F.E |
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