welcome
i've came back from the future to heap on your wretched soul.. :)

disclaimer
hello there stranger, this is me..
my life, my choice, my freedom..
asswipes!! move away..
read, judge and tag..

its all about me
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There It Goes
June 28, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
erm..

i guess i had to do what i did..
no regrets..
i promised..
that is where it belongs..
having it around my neck doesn't make me feel good at all..
you may say i am stupid..
brainless..
dopey..
you may say i am being unappreciative here..
ingrate..
self-centered..

but who cares...
without it now..
it makes me feel chipper..
throwing it away shows that i am gonna start afresh..
leaving those negative issues and past behind..
time for me to move on....


with much adulation..
newagedazri..

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Blame On Me
June 21, 2009 @ 9:14 PM
its kinda true..

sometimes you win..
sometimes you lose..


but..
fugggg lah..
i'll just accept this failure..
my performance wasn't that great to the eyes of jurors..
furthermore...
i think i am getting use to this..

its been two freaking years..
and..
one fucking point...

i guess..
it wasn't my day again..
like..
God didn't want me to win..
maybe if i won..
i would be arrogant..
audacious..
cocky..
disdainful..
egoistic..
and pretentious..

nevertheless..
God always has a plan...

oh well..
i'll hold on to faith..

it is back to the drawing board..
i'll need to refocus and re-strategies..

to those who have showed me endless support..
i thank you yet again..
really appreciate it..
sorry i failed you guys..



with much grief..
newagedazri...

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Life
June 08, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
hmmm...

i truly feel that life is so fair...

why...

its simply because when you lose something...
you'll tend to get something better in return..
or maybe..
at times...
when you lose one...
you'll gain two...

that is so great....

furthermore..

in life...
some rain must fall...
i've heard that being played too much..
too often i should say...

but..
there is always a lovely rainbow...
after a huge storm...
this is to remind us...
that God has not forgotten...
as..
at the end of the day...
our efforts would certainly go a long way.....


with much love..
newagedazri...

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it could be you
June 05, 2009 @ 10:59 PM
it has been awhile..
since i last did this...
but allow me to give another shot...


Am I sleepwalking..
Or is this just a dream..
Am I strong..
Or is this more than what I think...


From the day that I saw you..
I knew that I want to be with you..
Because the chemistry felt so real..
And certainly true...


Took a picture of you mentally..
Feeling you're meant for me..
Knowing that you're the symbol..
Of what a true woman should be...


As I look into your eyes..
Especially when you smile..
I know you're an angel..
That makes me want to go wild...


As you begin to teach me how to love..
I am going to give you my heart on a string..
We'll share the air that I breathe..
And I'll sleep with my eyes wide open..
Not wanting to miss a thing....

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