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November 30, 2008 @ 9:10 PM
yesterday..it was kinda fun and enjoyable though... after so long..... had the chance to meet and greet the Jinz Empire.. especially my partners in crime... the twins... ate a KFC meal with tons of chilli sauce.. learnt how to make a beautiful rose with a piece of tissue paper.. walked a whole round just to get to Keppel Bay.. laughed our ass out.. quality cam-whoring session.. chilled under the starry lit sky.. with a surprised fireworks display.. indulged in chocolate fudge brownie.. and finally.. a free ride home in a friend's car... that was how i enjoyed myself yesterday with the Jinz Empire.... hehe... p.s.. i saw it coming.. neglected the signs.. please forgive me... i had to stay true to myself.. the truth was the only way out.. it might hurt u in every other way.. but... it is for ur best... if i were to lie to u yesterday.. u might just get even more confused... just know that... i wanna start things anew... let us be friends...... Labels: L.I.F.E A Matter Of Time
November 26, 2008 @ 8:15 AM
hmm...let this be just a short entry... one day... everyone on this earth will have to face it.. it is just a matter of time.. it is the irreversible cessation of life.. it is a complete change in status of a living entity.. it is. it was.. it will be... death is death.... as an end to itself..... it is just a matter of time.. much love... newagedazri Labels: L.I.F.E I Couldn't Bear
November 24, 2008 @ 11:04 PM
hmm...what a day... it was a morning rush.. received a call... questions soon began to fill my mind.. reminiscing of the past erm.. he was at a critical stage.. and he still is.. as i post this entry.. i couldn't bear to look at him.. even though i was never close... i still feel for him... without him... there's no me... hmm.. as uncle did the short prayers... tears started to roll down on everyone's cheeks.. especially those who were really close to him.. his children and my other cousins... ermm.. i was just standing away.. looking through the glass panel... i couldn't be inside with everyone else.. i was putting up a strong fight against my own emotions.. silently i did my own prayers... but i just couldn't hold on.. i finally went into tears.. God.. i just don't want to see him suffer anymore.. im begging u.. please.. last... let me quote what he told aunt before being brought to the hospital... "...asal nak tunggu ambulance.. aku kan boleh jalan..... jalan ke akhirat..." Labels: L.I.F.E Ousted
November 23, 2008 @ 12:43 AM
hmm..what a day... 2 hrs of my time spent at the starbucks... alone.. with no company.. except the magazine and a cup of iced caramel macchiato lookin forward to meet them again.. but guess i wasnt needed.. i shouldnt be there either.. could have just sit at home to recover.. i felt so left out... was it me... or.. was it them... erm... i'll just let the matter rest... no point bringin it up... coz i jus dun wish to hurt or argue with anyone... it aint worth my time... forgive me if i was wrong... im sorry.. much love... newagedazri Labels: L.I.F.E The Official Post
November 22, 2008 @ 12:19 PM
hmm..i guessed.. we're 3/4 complete.. ready for the competition.. mentally and physically fit.. sweats and tears have all gone out.. we were so committed.. we chose to be in the team.. no one forced us to train that hard.. ICT was gonna be an extra boost for us.. for us to make ourselves better... but then... at times.. things may happen out of our control.. we soon got afraid.. we're directionless rite now.. some of us wanted this so much.. that now.. we're fearing for the worst... we 're scared that our drive, passion and hunger.. is not strong enough for us to hold on till the next competition... erm.. on a lighter note... we'll be able to sit down and review our plans.. our goals especially... training intensity may decrease.. but we are planning to step up the amount of effort we have been putting in for the past one month.. now.. it's the best time for us to lapse everyone.. we need to be the "cream of the crop".. we need to be the toughest men.. enduring and excelling tough trainings.. we'll live through this.. bros.. no worrries aite.. heads up high.. coz we know what we want.. everything else is a side show.. let's not allow anything to distract or bother us.. we're always in control of ourselves.. our emotions.. just remember... if our dream is big enough.. we must be willing to look like a fool to pursue it.. much love.... newagedazri Labels: L.I.F.E The Beginning
@ 1:23 AM
hmm... i've been stayin up late for the past few days.. been rather bored... so today.. i've made up my mind.. to.. start.. a blog... hmm... now.. i'm officially a blogger.. i dun realli noe why im doing this... im like against the idea of expressing my thoughts and feelings to the public... but im still here... who cares anyway.. ouh... last... at times i may be insensitive with my entries... hmm.. if u're reading this post of mine... and u dun like me here... or u hate the things im abt to say later on... go away please... cuz i'll just not entertain u... fucktards... so ya... that's all for now... not feeling that "productive"... ermm..... wait patiently for my first official entry aite.... till then.. much love... newagedazri Labels: L.I.F.E |
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