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hello there stranger, this is me..
my life, my choice, my freedom..
asswipes!! move away..
read, judge and tag..

its all about me
SMOOVIE
the-smoove operator
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ain't no smoovie when she's gone
Brother
December 30, 2008 @ 11:52 PM
hmm...
today will be a really short...
but a meaningful one..

ermm..

bro....

take great care of yourself aite..
have lots of fun while you're in Dubai..

please...

hurry back home okie..
i am starting to miss you already....

much love..
newagedazri...

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Closing Chapter of The Year 2008
December 24, 2008 @ 1:19 AM
haiz.....
what a way to end the year 2008..
i fell just now...
during our ride towards Sentosa from Changi..

with the wind going against my face..
i was speeding...
it was a joyful feeling...

as i approached a corner..
i didn't slow down...
one thing ran straight into my mind..
"...sial ar..aku mesti jatuh nie..."

then the worst case scenario really happened..
when i made the turn..
there was a puddle of water...
with some sediments ahead of me..
i couldn't slow down in time...

my rear tyre gave way..
it flipped side ways..
i landed on my right arm...
skidded...
luckily..
i managed to break my fall..
or else...
God knows what might have happened to me...

when i recovered..
the first thing i did...
was to check my bike...
haiz...
my saddle and pedal is damaged..
then i checked myself...
my wrist was kinda numb...
shin swelled abit...

on a lighter note...
i learnt a few valuable lessons..
glove is very important...
slow down when approaching corners...
especially if the surface is wet...

hmm...
i survived the whole ride though..
strongest rider still...
hahaha....

next up...
hmmm...
New Year Eve..
where should i go..
any suggestions?..

till then...

much love..
newagedazri...

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Got Milk
December 20, 2008 @ 4:33 PM

hmm...
guess what people...
i am now the self proclaimed..
"best milkshaker" in the world...
hahaha...
you just provide me any ingredients...
and i'll mix everything up...
add some milk and ice...
and....
tada.....
"best milkshake" you'd ever tasted....

its damn tasty and mouth watering...
not forgetting its healthy..
at an average it provides only 300 calories..
a nutritious..
energy-packed snack for any part of the day..
it also makes a great meal in itself..
when you're busy and on the go..


all time favourites are...
chocolate brownie milkshake..
strawberry-nana milkshake..
apple pie milkshake..
mi-vanilla-lo milkshake..
cococabana milkshake....

dial 9-Got milk...
to order your "best milkshake"..
i promise...
you won't regret...
i'd bet that you'll look forward for more..
"best milkshake".. everyday..
for its energizing rewards..
satisfaction guaranteed..


much love..
newagedazri...

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Body Beauty
December 19, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
oh my freaking god..
i found a new love...
and her name is baby anne..

she's so elegant..
smooth...
well endowed..
hee...

hmm...
what a week though...
i am back pumping myself...
bulking up...
pushing and pulling hard...
all in the name of "body beauty"..
self satisfaction and ego played a major part..
in realizing my dream...

i have till 24th Dec 2008..
to re-develop my assets..
it needs to be..
round..
hard..
and defined...

so ya..
rummaged all the secrets...
the formulas..
training programs..
diet recipes..
and of course..
the law of attraction....
haha...

but wait...
what do i get from you in return?
hmm...
i'll just wait..
train..
show..
and see...
hehehe...


p.s...

i guess denial is the worst crime after all..
hmm..
i'm ready when both of you are..
family planning eh?
hehe...
good luck....


much love..
newagedazri...

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You Can't Win
December 14, 2008 @ 11:46 PM
ermmm...
if you..
argue..
rankle..
and..
contradict..
you may achieve victory sometimes..
but..
it will be an empty one...
as..
you'll never get..
your opponent's good will....


much love..
newagedazri..

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Publicize
@ 11:26 PM
hmm...
hello there..
we might not know each other..
but i appreciate you for entering...

on this vary day..
i've made my decision..
i'm gonna make my page public...
enjoy reading it people..

by the way..
this should be the one and only post...
you gonna read..
if you can't accept what i have to say...
i may..
at times be insensitive...
towards your feelings...

oh spamming...
you just can't resist me..
can't you..

haters can only hate..
those things they can't have..
those things they can't afford..
or..
the people they can't be...
but too bad...

well for now...
i shall keep my page public...
so that you can check on me...
till then...


much love..
newagedazri...

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Mercy
December 08, 2008 @ 3:39 PM
it was so white...
young...
as it struggles..
it was staring right into my eyes...
as i start my prayers...
tears streams down my face...
i could feel as though it was begging me for mercy...
the pain...
i couldn't do anything...
it part of me and the religion i chose to believe in..

Allah (swt) says in the Quran...
"..It is neither their meat nor their blood, that reaches Allah, it is your piety that reaches Him.."
(Al Qur'an, Ch:22 v:37)


much love..
newagedazri...

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Learning How To Smile Again
@ 1:34 AM
hmm..
ppl say that i've changed...
for the worse...
i have my reasons for doing so..
it would only hurt them if i were to tell them the reasons...

ppl are just hating me...
i don't care..
when i was the type of person who put other feelings in front of me...
ppl just kept stepping on my head...
why should i think of them...
when they don't think of me...

now...
i get agitated easily...
i'm too critical on things...
mood swings...
i'm loud.....

i need to start to think of those who care...
but...
do they really care..
or they are...
simply..
"sweet nothings"

i've been going through quite a lot day after day...
ups...
downs....
my smile has been a masquerade all along...



i know at times i do suck a lot..
but now i am here pleading for forgiveness...
i may not have thought of your feelings...
but have you ever think of mine...
what i went through...
i have reasons...
if you ever have thought that i've changed...
can't you at least tell me...
and not go around...
telling everyone i've changed...
but let's just forget about that...

you guys may have hated me ever since..
i was too selfish...
cold...
i admit that...
i would need a lot of time..
alone...
nothing is too drastic...
i need to change...
mindset especially....
for now...
you guys deserve to be angry ...
be mad with me all you want...
because i deserve it....
sorry.....
i am going to change for the better...


much love..
newagedazri....

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Tears of Joy
December 05, 2008 @ 10:10 AM
tears of joy...
streams down my face..
closed my eyes..
began to pray..
another given chance..
to make it right..
one wish has been granted..
finally..

i've made u hurt before..
now..
i'm ready to make right for all the wrong i did..
my immature actions were to blame for your insecurity..
lets try to build on us...
cause it been a while..
and you have been on my mind..
constantly...


much love..
newagedazri...

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Fucked
December 01, 2008 @ 11:45 PM
ermm..

jumped...

tucked...

turned...

landed...

fell...

twisted...

sprained...

injured...

regretted.....


erm...
i guess this way I'd forever remember..
how to land properly..
or...
how to break my fall properly...
i guess this is part of the risk i took...
to impress.....

win some...
lose some.....

much love..
newagedazri...

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