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Learning How To Smile Again
December 08, 2008 @ 1:34 AM
hmm..ppl say that i've changed... for the worse... i have my reasons for doing so.. it would only hurt them if i were to tell them the reasons... ppl are just hating me... i don't care.. when i was the type of person who put other feelings in front of me... ppl just kept stepping on my head... why should i think of them... when they don't think of me... now... i get agitated easily... i'm too critical on things... mood swings... i'm loud..... i need to start to think of those who care... but... do they really care.. or they are... simply.. "sweet nothings" i've been going through quite a lot day after day... ups... downs.... my smile has been a masquerade all along... i know at times i do suck a lot.. but now i am here pleading for forgiveness... i may not have thought of your feelings... but have you ever think of mine... what i went through... i have reasons... if you ever have thought that i've changed... can't you at least tell me... and not go around... telling everyone i've changed... but let's just forget about that... you guys may have hated me ever since.. i was too selfish... cold... i admit that... i would need a lot of time.. alone... nothing is too drastic... i need to change... mindset especially.... for now... you guys deserve to be angry ... be mad with me all you want... because i deserve it.... sorry..... i am going to change for the better... much love.. newagedazri.... Labels: L.I.F.E |
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