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I Couldn't Bear
November 24, 2008 @ 11:04 PM
hmm...
what a day...
it was a morning rush..
received a call...
questions soon began to fill my mind..
reminiscing of the past

erm..
he was at a critical stage..
and he still is..
as i post this entry..

i couldn't bear to look at him..
even though i was never close...
i still feel for him...
without him...
there's no me...

hmm..
as uncle did the short prayers...
tears started to roll down on everyone's cheeks..
especially those who were really close to him..
his children and my other cousins...

ermm..
i was just standing away..
looking through the glass panel...
i couldn't be inside with everyone else..
i was putting up a strong fight against my own emotions..
silently i did my own prayers...
but i just couldn't hold on..
i finally went into tears..

God..
i just don't want to see him suffer anymore..
im begging u..
please..



last...
let me quote what he told aunt before being brought to the hospital...

"...asal nak tunggu ambulance..

aku kan boleh jalan.....
jalan ke akhirat..."

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